Mindstring

If I had a string for every mood I've been in, I think that I'd pick up a chinese violin. I think I need to step back and look at what I'm doing (again) and slow down the pace a little. As it stands, I'm getting ready for more stuff, and doing about 18 hour days working on things. Which is fine by me, becuase I'm always busy (except for Sunday, when I sleep).

I've been doing this ever since I got back from Iraq, and I think it's a peice of the process that I latched on to, because I can not dwell on the past being so focused on the now and the future.

To be honest, I think that I'm deathly afraid of my past, and wonder how the hell I'm still alive at this point sometimes.

On another note, I have a gaming IRC channel going complete with dicebots now:
chat.psionics.net:6667
#paradice

Have fun!